So hard..

There's so much things i need to spill out..so much..i dun want to keep all these unhappy things in me anymore..but,i just can't do it..i need u,tyng..right now..i miss the moments we hv together when we're in sktm..that time,we share everything..sorrow,laughter,everything..u nvr tell them out coz u understand and whenever i need sumone,u seems to know..u never use me and understand me really well..whenever i did sumthin badly,u didn't keep quiet and look but encouraged me to do better.Every year on my birthday,u'll be the first one who wish me birthday right after midnight..but now u're not here close with me anymore..i really mise u,tyng..