After so much ups and downs,I finally snapped back to reality.I should have realised earlier that I shouldn't be so silly over this ''self-reflect-crush'' thingy.It hurts me so much every single day!
Whatever it is,I'm glad that I've washed my lucky bad sheep way clean from all the bruises(hittings and slappings) you gave her.Sooo clean that as if you didn't touch her before.At least it helps me a lil in forgetting you.Haha..and no more 'pantang area' in the canteen!I'm going to walk right through it. :)All the fun and laughter last year that I have been keeping it fresh im my mind for so long will be automatically deleted one by one.Hopefully,within next week,I can put aside all the moments in my mind that involves you..hopefully..but I REALLY like seing you play basketball la.It'll definately be quite hard to erase that part of.Haha..
Liking you is the sweetest yet most bitter memories that keeps me so warm inside.But now,it is slowly transforming into history.Pure history.
Funny to see you so emo this week.I was very depressed over you like crazy last week but I think I sort of getting over you ad.At least I'm trying..hopeless..My problem starts from you.Yours?I guess I'll never know.Heard that you are tired.Physically or mentally?Hope u get better kays? :)
My girl couz found out and we talked about it:
Dear,I've made up my decision to forget hybrid la
HAR?!Why?
I find myself suffering inside you know
Then,go tell him that you like him la..
I think he don't feel like what I felt for him la..
Ooowwhh..nevermind darling!(Put her hands on my shoulder)No worries!I will love you,I will love you..:)
Weak *smile* Haha..lol..I love you too couz!^^
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