Chocolates.They are considered the best gifts to be given to anyone EXCEPT to those who are on a diet~~they take it as an insult or should I say a spoil milk.Well,assumed that it is and one tiny puny drop of it is enough to spoil the whole mug of it.In other words,you're spoiling their diet plan.A good example : The bean curd.It is best to be eaten warm and yes,before it actually managed to cool down to the temperature of the surrounding,one should 'throw' it into the fridge unless you don't mind giving a feast to the dustbin.See,even a slight change in temperature of the surrounding environment can also spoil the entire bean curd.Now,excuse me.I really have no idea what to blog about now that my mind is clumped with lots of screws and tacks.I feel so bloated by sudden and if only someone would just prick me with the pin to ease the tension and frustration that are collected in me like a whole colony of red army ants waiting for the prefect time to attack my emotions.And yes,I'm okay.Well,not really but just enough to stand up on my own pushing myself out of the forest although I'm currently a bit stuck.But I'll be fine..you'll see..One thing for sure,I need to get him out from my mind.By the way,I love the chocolates.Thanks :)
Looking back into the past,I'm very proud of myself to be able to put him aside and let the books played and dance in his place.It was tough but I somehow managed to do it with full determination.It was a wonderful feeling to be able to take good control of my mind,emotions and juggle my time all at the same time.However,right after the exam,the thoughts of him came banging against the door of my folded part of the cerebrum asking the neurones to let him in.Which,the neurones did and you know the story after that..I found out that I felt so thirsty for his voice and not his words.One thing for sure,voices and words are two different thing and in this situation,voices plays an even important role.Slowly,I started to feel so silly of myself.
Why would I actually start a conversation first when he didn't even bother to do the same thing after you have done it for so many times already?Infact,it has always been just you from the beginning and I doubt if one day he'll actually make a move first not to say even the word 'hi'.Well,maybe he will but I don't think that I'm that patient enought to wait.After all,I haven't been liking him until the 'uncurable' stage so I guess that it wn't be that hard to let him go......right?!Okay,that sounds just so...nevermind.Change topic!
Went to the library to help out with the clean-ups and mural since the teachers have not finish marking our exam papers yet(grumble..grumble..so slow) Honestly,I hate to do anything that has something to do with dusts~especially the one which growed or piled on top on one another like the Mount Everest.You see,how could I actually start cleaning them when me myself is sensitive towards dusts?I don't want to end up like a clown with tissues..Later on,found our from Marion that Mr.Wong said that the library club is transforming into a unit beruniform.Goodness gracious!!I just so much prefer it to be a Lembaga like the prefects.Anyway,the Mr.wong started making this 'survey' for all the librarians who are also a member of the St.John Ambulance club to choose either to walk on the red carpet to the world of books or go ''eee ooo eee ooo'' at the world of driving ambulances.Now this is the trick.I T-H-I-N-K that he made this survey to get rid of the librarians who are not-so-devoted to the librarian club anymore.And SINCE quite a number or the librarians are St.Johnians and SINCE he dislike them to be involve in the St.John activities(After the case of the 'drama perebutan ketua' that are held between the PSS and St John) and SINCE the thought that many librarians are giving too many reason to skip the PSS events and go for St.John,he came out with this trap to catch mices using cheeses.And yes,I saw that there are quite a few Ajks who ragu-ragu and took such a lllllloooooooonnnnnnnnnggggggggg time i making decisions which they kept on changing.Haih..Well,it's their choice anyway.For those who have already made their decisions,all I want to say is we have no idea what will fall upon you when Mr Wong finds it out.Wish you good luck.One thing you must be sure is there is no way turning back..
~Hugs~
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