~Crazier~

It was all so easy but you made it so hard..why?

And now to make things worst,the only connection between us is gone now.Well,not really but I won't be able to see and talk to you as much as the previous years already.Not that much but every conversation we have means more and more important to me.I guess that's almost the end of the story is almost here as I can't do anything but to watch you disappear from my sight as time flies.

Pretty soon,I might be leaving the organization and yes,it may not happen but I'm sure one day it will happen depends on what he say.Hopefully,I will not be ask to make those choices before the Spm end or else..this time I will

really

have to say

goodbye..

The choice between 'L' and 'S'

I hope you know what's happening now but I guess you won't cuz by the time you know,I guess it's too late already.I'm so going to miss you.

Oh god,please don't let this thing that I'm fearing now happen.No big deal but I sorta expect that if it happens,my choice will be 'S' and I will not be able to see you as much as before~maybe just look at you from far but nothing more than that.Common sense,we are like that.No voice but just words.So,it means if the only connection is gone,that's the end of this story.I will need to let go by that time.

~Hugs~