Sunday, May 8, 2011

~Whisper of The Heart~

"Open your heart and the thoughts will be pure, no one will get hurt."
Life is all about love and compassion, not only to ourselves but also the society and environment. However, how many of us actually realize that when we are always grateful and selflessly serve others with love, we are not only helping other people but also ourselves? With each day that passes, we have one day less. Each day we have 86400 seconds to use and these seconds will add up into days, and days will add up into month and years. Yet, we still complain that time can never be enough for us.. Why?

As a student myself, I do know the responsibilities that I have to carry and often my thoughts do get carried away with all the minor things I come across in life. Sometime due to the urge of wanting to achieve goals, I tend to let my personal belief, principle and values slipped away without conscious. At the end of the day, I will consequently rewind back my memory of what I did on that day itself- events which means a lot to me and how did I act towards it, just right before going to sleep. Eventually but slowly, as the images revolves one by one in front of my eyes, I started to gain notice of all the almost unnoticeable mistakes I did. How come I could let myself get carried away so easily? And it is all due to placing high expectations on myself. I now know what to do. :)

Staying calm purifies the mind.

When we have selfish love, it is a love that is restricted to only certain people, we have a lot of attachments which cause us much sufferings. But Great Love- is a love that extend to all can liberate us from sufferings and give us true peace and joy.

Amithabha Buddha.

Attended the Hari Kecemerlangan in SmkBu3 today and it was such a great pleasure to be able to meet up with Marion, Hui Hwa, Esther and the ex-librarians who played a role in making my 4 years of life as a librarian truly memorable. Except for "that" part. Forget about that, I still prefer to see him as an invincible individual- to look past you as if you aren't there. Oh God, I just can't love this teacher no matter how hard I tried to. Got this 'aturcara booklet' with all the names of the prize recipients printed on top and as I flipped to the last few pages, I was shocked to see my biodata printed on top. Now I know why the school sent me a letter requesting me to fill in and hand up by Tuesday. As my eyes stroll up and down the paper sheets, I immediately saw that something is not right. My name was spelled wrongly. Lol. But it's okay, I am used to it. *Laughs* Worst come to worst, I didn't know that the teacher will be reading all those biodatas out and it was so awkward as I have to stand on the stage and listen to every single bits of details she read. Omg.. like so perasan. Haha.. At the end of the ceremony, I was presented two trophies- one was a huge and heavy glass-cup like trophy and the other one was a small but decent looking "plat" (That's what I call it). Little did I know that the almighty glowing blue trophy is actually a "piala pusingan" and I'm supposed to give it back to the school RIGHT after the ceremony. Omg, ouch.. *Laughs* :) So I guess all I could do is just to keep photos of it as a memory. Haha.. But it's okay, can be considered good enough already. It's better than having nothing right? :)

Ever since my college life started, my schedule have been fully packed with assignments and project. The worst part of all is both of these come alternately every single week. Goodness gracious, my eyes.. I don't need any more eyes bags. But somehow, it's a relief to know that tea bags help. :) Made quite a lot of new friends and somehow, it makes me feel that I am living my life all over again. Thank you God. :)

~Hugs~

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