~ 5 minutes to 12a.m. ~

I was quite upset recently as I've not been doing as well as I should have done for my EE. My econ marks was way below average, a surprise so huge that I couldn't accept at first. Imagine the feeling you get when your econ marks were never below an 80 back then in secondary school and what is displayed in your eyes right now is just so.. omygawd. *Squeek*  So I guess what Miss Visha said was right, we need to change the way we study. After all, I've been using the same studying method since primary up to secondary and this kinda looks like a morning call to tell me that it's time to modify my learning system already. Mm.. It's okay, let's see how the new plan works. :) Jia you Yun!! :D

Went to Sunway Pyramid for an early Subway lunch with four good friends, something that I've never thought would happen as it's all so sudden and spontaneous. urm.. How'd am I supposed to say this? Can't find the right word to describe. :p Anyway, the restaurant was crowded with quite a number of children in identical and matching striking red T-shirts whom I thought were orphans at first. I don't know why but I have this special kind of feeling (mixture between joy and stuff) the very moment I see them although they're total strangers to me simply because they reminds me of the young HIV children in Rumah Jaireh. Eventually, I can't help but to start waving and saying 'hi' to them. Later only I found out that these children are actually our country's young and talented sports players who might bring fame to the country in the future. Ooopsss.. So embarrassing but I'm kinda glad to find out that they did not turn to be orphans like what I've thought. :) Amitofo. :)

One month seems to past so fast and in a blink of an eye, I'll be visiting Rumah Jaireh again tomorrow morning with my fellow Tzu chi volunteers and.. a good friend who will be joining us for the first time and I really hope to bring more friends along in the next visit in July. :) Aaahhh.. can't wait for it, really miss the children so much. :D

I saw many trees which got cut down just to give way for construction sites today while crossing canopy walk.. Kinda saddening to see the bare grounds but anyhow, let's just hope new trees will be planted soon right after they're done with their job. :(

My mum never throw away egg shells (selected ones) because this is what she wants me to do with them:

I supposed you'll be wondering what she does with them and yes, she actually decorated the plants with it. :)

~ Thought of the Day 3 ~

Regret.

Just six small alphabets but it carries a big meaning, so powerful that it can actually make your mind wander off into the memory of your past. After a moment or two, you'll start to realize that you have been unlocking, blowing dust throughout your way of searching and flipping through files containing catastrophe that once struck your life. Regret comes flowing in when you did not do something that you wish you had done, an painful experience that gives you a lesson worth a lifetime.


I don't want to regret for not living a meaningful life when I am still in this world and doing things that I could do to help the people out there who need spiritual support and love. 


I don't want to regret for not cherishing every single moments I have with my family.


I don't want to regret for not giving my all in studies.


I don't want to regret for not appreciating all the good friends I have now.


I just dislike the feeling of regret but nobody is perfect so I do make mistakes sometimes. However, no matter how sour things turns out like, I will never hate my life but rather to enjoy every single ups and downs in it simply because I love it. Everything comes from choices you make. There was once this story which I read online about this young man who will ask himself of how he wants his day to be like  every morning when he woke up from sleep. He chose happy over sad. If things did not go smoothly, he choose to learn from his mistakes instead of wasting his time mourning over it and so on. I'm sure you can see the whole idea of what's he's doing. He's just choosing the better option and following it attentively. Simple as that and it's actually kind of easy if we learn to stay calm at hard times and see things from a different point of view. I'm in the process of learning this. Would you?


Something small to end the day:

* I hope that every day of your life will be filled with colours. :) *


~Hugs~