Please, save the MARINE TURTLES!!

I was reading through the NST newspaper when something caught my eyes.
It goes like this :

Save the Marine Turtles

Out of a sudden, I remembered the moments I have with my mum's friend's three lovely and absolute bright daughters( very bright indeed ). These three little girls are one HUGE fan of turtles. Yes, that's right. ONE HUGE FAN. Haha,you know what i mean..=D

Anyway,the youngest one( Samantha ), has a HUGE collection of the green 'turtles'. From HUGE to small size, pink and green..As I will be meeting them almost every Saturday and Sunday, these three wonderful lil girls will be seen playing with 1 of their favourite 'turtle' especially Sam. Sam will be telling me that she has a HUGE collection of the 'turtles' and absolutely love them. She even plans to enlarge her collections. haha..good luck darling!

Anyway, I somehow promised myself to get each of the girls one 'turtle' right after I get my birthday money from my dad. Seems funny to spend my own birthday gift on someone else right? Haha..but for your information, it has already bean a tradition for me. After all, since I already done so for so long, why not just keep the juice flowing?^^ Haha..I enjoy doing that tho..To me, it's worth it to spend on someone I truly care and mean a lot to me..<3


~Something like this..cute ler?~

NOW, what was I trying to say again??Oh!I remembered! Haha..Lol.. It's




~ Where's the love?~


~Mua twin!!~

Lastly,can you imagine this turtle saying ' Save me? ^^ '



Yeah..you got the message,go do your bit to help these unique creatures by just spreading the message around! ^^

Big Bang <3

~Sooo cute!!~

Luvv Big Bang!!What makes me like this band r simple..:The songs r very diff from what I have heard all this while. Recomment you to go and hear their song..^^

Looking back into the past

Every year after i celebrated my birthday,i always see myself as an even mature girl knowing that there will be more challenge on the road for me to face. It had been so long since i helped my mum out with the house chores for that i'm always in the study room doing what a student should do..I always told myself that I have to do my responsibility as mummy's girl well just for one reason. I have to give my mum a better life..My mum was from a poor family and I remembered she had told me many times before that her life can be refered to the malays peribahasa ''kais makan pagi,kais makan petang''. My grandmother and grandfather was so poor that they decided to change their future,building up a business. As my mum was the second eldest in her family,she had to stop school early in order to help her parents in plucking the prawns, making the 'ikan masin, and many more..Everyday,she had to wake up at 4 am to help them with business and since the school is only one foot away from home,my mum will only run to school when the school bell rang.Haha..mayb this is how i get the last-minute attitude from her.^^ W3ll, i'll just stop talking about her past life coz what had past,already past..what is left is just memories.

I remembered that my mum was a house wife and my dad didn't allow her to learn to drive the car cuz he was worried that she will be involve in an accident. However, my mum didn't give up easily. Seeing that my dad works in Johor and will only come back home every two weeks once, she sees this golden opportunity as a chance for her to drive the vehicle. After learning how to drive, she felt slighty worried that my dad will scold her so she told my sis and i not to tell my dad anything about it. However, secret does not last long and thank goodness,my dad accepted my mum's decision..Tell you what,whenever my mum drives my dad to the bank, she'll boast that she can drive better than him and my dad will just keep his mouth tight..he can't deny..haha..

My mum's best subject is maths so she expected every kids under her care to be good in it..because of that my sis,couz,bro and I aged from 5 to 8 are force to memories the timestable.Imagine that..all us will sit in one huge circle and with her sitting in the middle with the cane. The younger ones r lucky as that they only need to memories until the times 2. While,the older ones have to memories until times 12..And whenever we fail to say all the timetables correctly, she'll hit our lil hands and force us to re-remembered the timestable without anyone's help. Occasionally, she will be giving out math question papers and one wrong means one hit from the cane.

~Quotes~

1 ) The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be
felt with the heart.

2 ) Never let the odds keep you from doing what you know in your heart you were meant to do.

3 ) Never look at what you've lost, always look at what you've got.

4 )Dream
Reach
Believe
Achieve

...

It has been a long time since i actually blog.Hehe* To be honest,I'm not really a blogger and my life has nothing really interesting to be post on my blog.Anyway, Pmr is coming real soon and i hope all of my friends and I(^^) will score flying colours for the big exam..Gheesh,it's so hard to think of what to write..Oh well,i think i'll write some stuff about me that most of you doesn't know.I'll begin with my thought about love life..In my opinion,i don't think it's time for me to be in all these yet but yes,i've like someone b4 and it sorta end really fast(don't ask me why).To be honest,I'm those type of person who is really hard to fall in love cuz I'm always prejudis about guys and i can't help it.I'm never comfortable when a guy sit beside unless i really know you well and i'm ok with you causing I only talk myself out to only 'selected' friends.I never understand why some girls kept drooling over guys which they don't even know.They may have cute faces but will they have the attitude?I never like judging a book by its cover..Maybe this is the reason why it's hard to make me like a guy.I've been waiting to find someone which will always be there for me and most important of all,he is willing to give me his heart and not taking my heart.Best,if he is a 'one on one' guy and tall..haha..it's hard to find someone who will love you and accept you just the way u r and not a single thing less.But,studies always come first,You know what i mean..=)

3 Days 2 Night librarian camp in school (24 to 26 May 2008)

First day:
Andra and I went to the market b4 we go to school to buy some maize,potatoes,sweet potatoes and sausages for the camp.(p.s:The veggies sold in Giant Kelana Jaya are so NOT fresh.Don't tell me I didn't warn you bout this!><)Then,we made Yi Ling chase after the car when she saw us coming into the school compound just to help us bring our stuff down from the car(we're ALMOST late..XP)hehe..Oh!Our group member consist of Yi Ling(leader),Hee Ching(assistant),Rosini(full of ideas),Andra(Trains our model),Aileen(created the group cheer!!XD),Me(name tag maker),Yeek Tat(Stove guy..lolx),Joune Keat(not bad for a form 1) and Kok Wai(Our group model!!)..Anyway,we played sum games which make us all run and sweat like sum sort of mad cow,wet from head to toes but all of us had lotsa fun..I remembered Yi Ling had been really sporting with the rest of the groupsand she proved it all being a good group leader..^^ But,we face problem when we hv to use stove in preparing out breakfast and that stuupid charcoal in preparing our lunch and dinner!!How pathetic!!And we had to change the whole menu..But in the end we managed to solve these problems..Voila!! ^^ However,I can't sleep on the first night coz my friggin sleepin bag was super thin and my backbone ache the next morning..(tsk,regret for not briggin any pillows) Things get worser with the freezing environment in the library..Probably water can even turn to ice in such degree!

So hard..

There's so much things i need to spill out..so much..i dun want to keep all these unhappy things in me anymore..but,i just can't do it..i need u,tyng..right now..i miss the moments we hv together when we're in sktm..that time,we share everything..sorrow,laughter,everything..u nvr tell them out coz u understand and whenever i need sumone,u seems to know..u never use me and understand me really well..whenever i did sumthin badly,u didn't keep quiet and look but encouraged me to do better.Every year on my birthday,u'll be the first one who wish me birthday right after midnight..but now u're not here close with me anymore..i really mise u,tyng..

I cry like mad man..tsk..tsk..

Don't worry,i'm not hurt or sumthin..was just so touched after reading this book titled 'red sky in the morning'..it's bout this girl named Anna who had a brother named Ben who has Down's Syndrome.Her brother brought light to her life and he means alot to him although he is not like any other kid..Somehow,nomatter how delicate she care for him,sufferers of serious Down Syndrome cannot live long..my tears flow badly at the end part of the story which wrote''I opened my door and went quietly along to ben's room,and slipped inside.The curtains had been drawn,and there was only a dim light coming into the room.The nurse had moved the cot.It was in the wrong place,alone,in the middle of the room,where he couldn't see the pigeons who were already pecking on the window sill.''I'll put it right for you,"I whispered ,and pushed it back into place.Then,i looked at him.He was the same.He was himself,asleep.The bedclothes was unnaturally tidy.One hand laid outside the coverlet,the little fingers curled up relaxed.The nurse had brushed his hair,and his curls lay smooth as creamsilk against his big,blue-veined head.He didn't look anguished,choking for breath,in pain.Just restful,and quiet,and happy.My foot kicked sunthin soft.It is his fluffy rabbit.I picked it up and tucked it beside him.My hand brush against his face.It was cold.I couldn't pretend anymore that he would wake up within a mnt and lift his hands up asking to be carried.But i knew he's still alive with me,still near,loving me.I knelt down,on the floor beside the cot,and stroked his hand gently.I talked to him things.I told him what happened when i first saw him,and how i love him straight away.I told him he was the best kind of brother and that i never wanted him to be different.I told him i'd go loving him forever,as long that i live.I told him he'd be alright.And then,i kissed him,to say goodbye and ran out for his room and onto my bed..And when dad came to me later,i saw him and found out that i could cry,i couldn't stop and we cried together..''