Everyday I tried burying myself into anything that I can get myself to.So,most of the time,I ended up going to sleep at about 1am++.I always try to keep my time occupied all the time so that I will forget about time and go to bed really late at night.Hoping that I will be to tired to think about you.
Keeping my mind controlled all the time and stop it from wandering away is so tough.Whenever my friend stops talking to me in school,the image of you slowly appears in my mind again.And at that very moment,I wish I could just shut myself into a dark dark room away from the images I'm trying so hard to forget.
I hate being lonely because it always make me crazy thinking of you.I do not want to see you directly into your eyes because it made me so sad inside.If you notice well enough,you will find me trying to avoid your eyes..always.Why must you always appear around me in school?Even worst,whenever I heard your voice and felt your existence,I saw you the minute I turned around.It's never a mistake and I don't know how,but I felt like you're trying to avoid and forget me too.I really want to forget you but I just can't see the path to it.
Curious to know how's the feeling of trying to forget someone who left a mark in your heart?Trust me,it's complicated~Something more than just crushing.
1 comment:
aww... yun. i know how you feel. but it's alright! you have so many of us to support you right? don't worry and keep moving forward :)
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