~The Light At The Door~

This week was almost the worst and best week I have this month cuz I finally came to my sense that sometimes the friend you trust could betray you behind your back~unexpectedly.I mean, I trusted you so so so so so much as a really great friend who can keep my secret and treat you like my 'brother' but this suddenly happens..I could not imagine how I can make myself trust you again.At first I thought I could just forgive you and still be friends with you as if nothing happened but today I realize that I can't help it but to ignore you.Sorry, u really disappoints me.I really forgave you already but I just can't forget what you did.Really..but yeah,we're still friends.I promise.

Now I know how do lil kids feels like when they saw the animals they adores when they walked round and round the whole place and got very excited whenever they saw the animals that they loved so much.Such a delightful yet simple feelings.They can be very naive at times but even the most simplest thing can satisfy them..That's why my mum always say she miss us as a kid.Awww,I don't mind whether is it suppose to be an insult or what cuz what matters most is how you brought me up.U may not give me the best life but it does not matter much anymore as long as I feel happy having u as my mum.''Syurga terletak di bawah kaki ibu'',it's true.Very true.

Anyway,haha..funny that I suddenly relate it to my mum.Lol.Anyway,yeah the sight of you in school for sooo many times by coincidence actually lit my day up and lasted for the whole day even though it's only a glimpse.Never in my life something can make me feel this happy although it's only a sight.Okay,okay..let's get serious.Still got lots of hwork to do.A good student will not let her studies affected by her feelings.Studies always come first.What comes next after that will depends on Lady Luck.Yeah! :)

I can do it!!

~Hugs~