~Revealed~

If we can be honest to each other last time why is it that this time you seems to be the total opposite?I do not know because I am not you.Wonder what is in your mind now when you read this..You are the most interesting person that I met so far but your 'tidak acuh' attitude made me wonder whether do you still feel the same towards me or not.I really hope we can make things clear as I am getting confused whether should I continue to hang on to you or vice versa.There was once you promised me that you will never make me get upset again and I trusted you..I really do but do you know that you are actually hurting me indirectly when you does not seems to care for me any longer?If you noticed, I am always the one who frequently msg you on the phone and the only time you did that was to apologize to me but never once you find me just to have a nice chat with me.It made me feel like you does not care anymore..

I only wish that you could talk to me more often.

Is it a wish that is hard to be granted?

I can't help it but to think that I might be annoying you,wasting your precious time or cutting down your own privacy.I do not want to be a wall in your life,you get it?But I'm starting to feel as if I'm that wall.Please let me know how you feel and whether you want me to stop all these or not.

Let me know.

The weather is so hot,I feel like sleeping.

My head is aching again,my head is spinning.

Cool..it rhymes.

Exam is in one week and two days time.Time to get pumped up to burn the midnight oil again :) Haha..I'll be getting back my eye rings by sleeping only for 3 hours starting from tomorrow~again. "Y-A-Y" Haih.. All the best guys!

Oh..before I forget,

HAPPIE MOMMA'S DAY to all the beautiful and forever young at heart mothers out there.We know how much you sacrifice for us and sorry for being so ignorant sometimes..Teenage's ego stuff..But tell you what~inside,we know what did we did wrong and appreciate all the things you did for us.I love you mom.Hope you enjoyed yourself today when we both participated in the cake decorating contest and won ourselves consolation prize only(better than nothing-according to you).But I can see that you had lots of fun and I'm happy that I managed to put that smile on your face..Thanks for everything today.I really really really love you.Actually for me,today is not a very important celebration because I always aim to make everyday a Mother's Day for you whenever I can.It's just that today is an official day for all mothers so I'll try to make it even memorable for you each year.You mean the whole world to me..everything I have can never replace your place in my heart.Still remember that day when you cut your fingers in trying to cut the frozen chicken in the kitchen?You almost scared me to death and I was like..glaring at the chicken blaming it for being still frozen and hard to cut although I know it wasn't it's fault at all.As your finger are already badly hurt and bleeding terribly,I tried to give a helping hand by cutting that bad bad chicken and oh my..I finally know that cutting a chicken is no easy job AT ALL.Especially the part when you need to cut the remove certain portions from its' body.And from that day onwards,I vow to learn how to cut chickens properly so that one day,you wouldn't need to pick up the knife and risk cutting yourself again.I mean it.Wait till the next time we have chicken for lunch or dinner,I promise :)

~Hugs~