C 'n' C

What I can say is...

I have already told what is hidden back behind the scenes,but it's up to you to decide whether to believe me or not.I'm surprised you believed what other people were thinking and saying about me back there while previously,I was confident you wouldn't go with the flow because I thought you would know that I would not make such decision unless there are other reasons behind..You didn't trust me..After knowing me for so long,do I seems like that type of person to you~selfish?

I gave in,one after another,I even lose count of how many times I did that.Any normal human would easily get tired with it so I suppose that would be the last exam to determine whether I should move on.The next time I see you will be the answer to the last paper.

"Very nice.You have done a great job and I can see that you're almost 80% there now to get your job done.You and your friend are both good but she's sure going to feel threaten by your work now."

I dislike praises like that.I find it creepy..really..I notice that why do people often like to involve me in any sorts of comparisons with someone else or wanted to compete with me directly or indirectly?I did it all just because I want to do my work my way,my style,just the way I want it to be but people have been receiving the wrong message.Just because most people are like that,but it doesn't mean that I am like one of them too,right? :) By making yourself as the biggest opponent,you don't even have the time or care to bother how far other people have been doing :)

~Hugs~