Revising history is so boring and time consuming metaphorically like an evil clock with shiny beady eyes and sharp teeth slowly indulging his meal of time..
One by one
Second by second
Minute by minute
Hour by hour
No way, even my three tortoises outside can eat waayyy faster and better than you.
Feeling so sleepy now, probably because I had quite a hard time trying to force myself to sleep yesterday. Arhhh.. What is wrong with me, in this head of mine? Feeling super silly now for not realizing earlier that it will remind me indirectly of the recent past. Gawd, how could I actually unlock a nicely covered piece of memory from it's well hidden box underground when I took such a long time to bury it in the first place?
We could have, almost there but we did not. You was right.. It's nobody's fault, both of us somehow entered into each other's dimention at the wrong time. Said you felt like you are just a passer by who stepped into my life by accident when I got hurt badly inside and really needed someone to talk to, to feel appreciated and loved but not played with. Perhaps it is the reason you gave me all the things that I badly wished for from him but I always see you and him as two different people. I never take you as his substitution or back-up but again, I guess you are right, we clashed at the wrong time.. The time when I got heartbroken.
Still, it is a past. O_O
~Hugs~
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