~ Break Free ~

I haven't been blogging properly for the past few weeks. So irresponsible. But there's nothing much going on, nothing interesting, no stress, no specially happy nor sad moments, no heartbreaks, no feeling love or being loved, feeling heavy yet light.. My mind and heart is blank. Literally but totally. :/ I am like a walking warm zombie.

Symphony of a small piece of ex-memory:
Protective

I've put too much hope
I've been fooled
I've been hurt
I've been cracked into pieces
Yet still in a piece (Whatt??)
I said cracked, not broke (Ohhh)
And now my door is locked
With a chain
I'm so tired
But this is life
I don't wanna care anymore
No, no, no
I don't wanna care anymore
I was wrong
I moved on
I really did it this time
I won't go back to December anymore
I don't wanna care anymore

No, no, no

I don't wanna care anymore

It's going to take me a long time

Before I fall in love again

I see no evil

I hear no evil

I speak no evil

What?

Doesn't seems to relate

But it does

If you look deep enough into it

No hatred

No bad feelings

Just good remembrance

Of the day I grew stronger

I don't wanna care anymore

No, no, no

I don't wanna care anymore

Hey Cupid Dupid

Stay where you are

Yes, you

The one with cute wings

Don't you dare to come flying above my head

With that bow and arrow of yours

Cuz Iah'

Gonna shoot you down faster than you think you could

This is no war

This is no shooting spree

This is just a deal between you and me

Let's respect each other

Just don't bother

Leave me and don't come back

Until I find another

Then we can both have fun

Together

I don't wanna care anymore

No, no, no

I don't wanna care anymore

Let's be friends and have fun

Cuz' I don't wanna care anymore

See-An-Why is just three more days away, I can't wait to go except the fact that I might end up eating a lot and still doesn't get fat. Yee Sang,  I wonder how high we can all toss this year. :p The weather had been so cold since yesterday night as the sky kept losing his zoo of cats and dogs. Johor flooded heavily again. It's like a routine since the location is lower to the ground compared to the rest of the states. Plus, it's having a 'cup-shape' like landscape, thus increasing the chance of collecting rain water.

~Hugs~