~A spill from the heart~

So much stuff - all stuffed in my head.Sometimes I felt really really tired that I hoped that I could just go pooff* and disappear into the air leaving all those things that I don't want to go through anymore.The journey just seems ENDLESS.Nobody really understand the real me.Most of them are just like the mask~happy,sad but the truth is there's actually nothing behind them.Just motifs~to get benefits from me.Maybe I am just thinking to much but hey,who won't when there are just too much stuff to handle??


~This is a very beautiful mask.However,nobody actually ever know what's hidden behind it~

Even now,I am JUST wondering maybe I should just keep stuff about me to myself only.Let me alone lick the wounds that people left on me without realising. Everybody does mistakes but why was it the same person all over again?This is an atomic world,I understand but do you ever think that it is not easy to put your trust fully on the others because anytime that particular person might just turn his or her back on you.A very soul-hurting betrayal.That's the last thing I ever want to face but anything is impossible right?

Guess,I should just stop thinking too much.Goodnight my dear readers :)