Lol.Thanks..I love you guys so much :) I know exactly what to do.
At first I was very upset but then,the more I thought of it,the more angry I became.What?So he's just playing with me for more than a year?!Playing all these while.Okay,so was it fun??Oh,you got bored?So poor thing..Oh oh,okay.You can get more toys and have more fun.Bye.
Cold.Selfish.What more can I say?Yes,you're right.You came and leave just like that in my life.You never try to understand or learn how to care for other people cuz it had never really occur to you that someone actually cares for you which infact,there is not only one but many.You may not notice but you tend to hurt other people with the words you say,if only you could really learn to think from other people's point of view.You were being very selfish and ego for the very first place cuz you never bother to go to people but always the other way around.Sometimes,I even wonder why must you keep everything to yourself,not wanting to share it with other people..secrets..It must be tough.Perhaps you didn't trust people easily and by not sharing much,being the mysterious you,you kept on thinking and thinking about the life you want.I don't know why but you sorta gave me the impression that you was feeling lonely and alone inside..
You're a really nice guy inside,I know.But the only problem with you is that you do not know how to care and think for other people.Perhaps the you're satisfied with all the fun you had all these while but there's one thing you should know.For me,true joy an only be obtained when you help and care for other people,thus seeing the huge smile on their face.That very moment,a wonderful feeling will fill your heart cuz you know that everything you had done had been deeply appreciated as it brings joy to not only people around you but also you.I'm not saying it's your fault and not stopping you cuz I know that everybody have their right to be who they are no matter what.It's just the matter of how willing are you to change for the better after knowing your mistakes.Nobody is perfect,so am I but as long as you try to change,it's good enough already.You may have your own reason of why do you act like that which I may not know,I'm sorry cuz I'm not you.Only you yourself know what is good enough for you and I truly respect it.Nobody's right and nobody's wrong in such thing but if you first want to feel how's it like for a person to care for you,you must first care for other people.Observe other people's behaviour and slowly,you will see what I see.Eventually,you will notice how much things you have missed throughout the years.Trust me.Please do not misunderstand my message in this post as I'm just spilling out what I'm thinking of you.I do not know whether you will take it as an insult or whatsoever but honestly,the only reason of why I bother to type all these out is because I really care for you.
~Hugs~
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