~'Mr Goldfish Guy'~

My god..sometimes I really wish that I could just shout in your face asking ''What else do you want to do with my life''?! But that's pretty rude so yeah,just random imagination.I hate you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.Never in my life I could imagine myself hating someone this much before but honestly,why can't you just stop picking on me?U never get bored and kept on bringing back the past and repeat again and again.Won't you ever get tired of it?Sometimes I feel like crying but I know that I should not waste a single drop of tears for such person~which I did months ago and sorta regret doing so.I still don't get it why are you still finding chances to hop and eat me up when you practically crushed my whole school life this year.By right you should already be happy that you managed to get rid of me yet you still don't think it's enough.Just now Puan Tan asked me to see her in the staff room to ask me whether I could do some rough drafts of how the Minggu Pusat Sumber banner should look like.I was shocked at first as she picked me to help out as I'm not a librarian anymore ('thanks to you') but I decided to help in the end cuz I really miss helping out in the library.Really miss you guys soooo much :( And then I was asked if I am interested to join the Port Dickson trip as they need at least 5 students to standby just in case some librarians couldn't make it in the end.Half of my heart is like.. screaming me not to accept the offer while the other half urged me to go for it.I realise that I'm not a part of this huge family anymore so I guess I won't be going cuz probably people are going to look at me as if I am not suppose to be there.And you did a wonderful job by criticizing me behind my back in your tuition and the library on and off.It's like you're making me into a legend and a very bad one indeed~perhaps the worst legend that the library ever have since then.Plus,I don't want to end up cracking and burst into tears again..Oh..Really,THANK YOU for making my life so miserable.

~Kicks~