~Crappiolla~

After I visited the old site,I noticed that how crappy I was last time..hahaha..so much different from who I am now.Haha..guess that's why people say our thinking grows with age but age is just a number isn't it?Even baby can count so never underestimate them.Oh,if only I can crap as well as last time~for my own purpose but with everything so lined up close around me,will I succeed?Exam,projects,tuition,hworks..grrrr..I need a lighter and a match.Yer,why can't people create the time machine?I want to go back to form 2 or 3,enjoy my librarian hood as much as i can last time,shouldn't have accepted the msn request and..friendster..right..Who says we can't turn back time and erase things like the very first time before it started even if it includes lots of time and patient?At least I know that others wouldn't get affected by it is more than enough cuz after all,it's only me who are having a hard time here from the very beginning~only me myself know how suffocating it is..it's never about time but me feeling like I'm not treasured.I've never felt so brave before in making such decision.Thanks for the memories.

*Open and close the door*

I miss loving raspberries,strawberries,blueberries and happyberries :)

~Hugs~