School is starting soon..

I can't wait to go school!!Miss my friends soo much..we hardly contact each other during the hols..Met Gloria few days ago coz she's back for Malaysia for bout like 3 weeks.Haiz..Seeing form 3 means seeing urself doing ur pmr papers!!haiz..scare weih..i want to get straight A's weih..like my sis,and two couz..proud of them..^^ HAiz..i gotta do more maths pracs coz i suxx in em..everytime exam,that will always be the subject that pull me down..haiz..why ar??Hate maths..too many formulas to rmb..grrr..I miss basketball!!Can't wait to play it in school!!Even thinking of it makes me excited ad..XD Luvv it!!Wan Jie may be joining the club next year..hope she will do well lor..^^ Dunno what to say weih..Klar..got to go now..later mum come back,i'm in deep trouble..>< Biez!!

My first experience skating on ice..

I went to Sunway Piramid with my family,couz and her friends to skate on ice..It was scary at first coz i'm really scared if i fell or something so i skated really S-L-O-W..haha..it's like when ppl could actually finished 1-2 rounds,i only finished half a round!!XP Lol..lucky i only fell twice..not bad for a beginner,huh?I think..XD Anyway,there's this guy who's my couz's friend always teman me and was beside me when i skate to make sure i dun fall..he even borrowed me his hand to hold and to support myself from falling..nice fella..then we skated for about 12 hours there!!So fun and tiring..but anyway,when i can finally drop myself on the bed at home,i couldn't sleep at all!!I think u guessed it!I kept on thinking bout that fella!!Omg..not again..haiz..anyway,the next day he sms'ed me and we chat for awhile..this went on for three days.I dunno what to do now man..must life really be like that??Haiz..

Peter Pan the smash hit musical roxx!!!

This musical roxx man!!It's not like any other drama thingy on the stage..the actors and singers will actually come down from stage and dance with the audience!!I mean,in which musical concert u can actually see that?!The performers are brilliant!!All of them are really flexible and can do cartwheel without hands,split and anything u can list out!And guess what?Half of them are only kids!!Imagine that!The songs and performance are fabulous that u can't stop enjoying yourself!And the best thing is that those kids will actually fly around the stage while twisting,turning and doing all kinds of acrobatics in the air whilt trowing lots of tiny bits of glitters!!And they even have this disco ball which create lots of stars(light) and the audience can actually feel that they too were flying with lots of bright stars around them!!More,they even blew lots of bubbles around teh audience until young kids went oo and ahh whever they managed to burst a bubble!!The best part was at the end of the show where (peter pan,played by a 11 yrs old japanese kid) flew from the stage which is about 10 meter from where i sit ,flew above me while throwing bits of glitters at the audience!U cannot imagine how happy i felt seeing that lil kid flew front and back twice for 10 meters!!His balance ability is really strong because he always managed to fly where he want!!I was like OMG and was speechless..that show is really worth to watch although my mum didn't buy it..my sis won 4 A class ticket from this peter pan contest!!Imagine it!A class and 1 tickets was sold for about RM 240!!I will not forget this lovely memory and even kept part of ticket which aren't needed to enter the huge room..fantastic..brilliant..amazing..i will never forget this lovely day!!!

Confuse..give up? Nope..i wouldn't..i hope..

Basketball comp is only this sat(Dragon lion cup)and i'm not ready for it..some how my instince tells me that i will not enjoy myself.I can imagine me not touching the ball at all..why?Well,coz i can't even do it..I can see whenever i gets the ball,i will not hold the ball for more than 2 mnts..It's like i'm completely someone who is not there at all.I tried finding a way not to let it all happen but what can i do?Rebound?I'm not tall enough..shooting?My aiming suxx..defence?I dunno..maybe that's the only thing i can do on that day..well,i'll try to watch and learn from those pro as much as i can..and try to show and tell ppl,i'm not no one in the court..i am someone..someone who is not good but is trying real hard to improve..but can i really do it?I dun want to fight in something that i hope can make a change in me but in the end it wouldn't..i just don't know what i actually want now..i know things aren't perfect but still..i'm confuse..like today during the basketball practise,the coach give each team around like 30 mnts to plan and discuss what to do on that day and after that we play a game..and yeah,i think u guessed it,i didn't even touch the ball at all!Everybody seems to be i the game exept me..they played very well,too well to let we juniors play..or even not really letting us touch the ball..we're one team ,k?I don't want things to be like that..haiz..this is totally not what i wish for..

My lil bro really make me proud of him

It's a really really happy day..why?coz my lil bro got straight for his UPSR!!!Haha..i know such small stuff dun need to be like..u noe..too happy about it coz there's an even bigger exam waiting for him infront..lolx..XD But still,as a sis i'm really proud of him o..haha..who got scolded when him didn't do well enough in his UPSR trial exam,got blamed if he didn't get A's for his Bm??Well,me..but whatever lar..coz it the end my effort didn't went in vain mar..XD At first we(my family) didn't hv confident in him in getting straight A's..we though he'll at most get 4A's oni..and when the results came out,i was like OMG!!!!haha..Ji Yin was there that time..(p.s.:right ji yin?wink*) XD Haha..can't wait for my dad to come back from Jahor and see his impression!!XD

My lil day with a lil story

I was teman'ing' Kae Yi to the wash room when i suddenly saw him.It was already after exam,so teacher wasn't in class..i wasn't wearing my spec that time so i cannot really see him clearly.So,i kept on looking and trying to see who's that fella coz that figure is around his height..then,i guess he noticed and went up to me..I didn't noticed coz i was looking at corridor.Then,he purposely block my way!!!I was like omg!!!I mean,my friend and i were not that fat and we only took bout half the path only.He can actually walk pass us weih..aiyo..then,i suddenly noticed someone was blocking my way and when i looked up,i saw him..OMG..i was so speechless and when i finally noticed that we both r looking at each other for a MOMMENT with just a distance of 2CM!!!And finally i found my voice and guess what i said??!!I was like'WEI'!!!!!Omg!!Damn pai sei man..yer..my heart was like pumping damn freggin hard that time man..OMG..And then,he giggle and gave me way..yer..why must him do like that weih..yer..pai se man..Kae Yi was grinning at me and was like..'Cai Yun..Cai Yun' Then,i was like..'I know!!(And kept looking behind seeing him entering the class)..I was bout to give up summore..haiz..all my effort wasted aldi..T.T

The true meaning of L-I-F-E

Our best life happens when we voluntarily stretch ourselves to accomplish something worthwhile.We create the thrill of persuit as we aim for something meaningful.Our senses are fully engaged and our passion makes life a joy from momment to momment.Everything starts with an attitude.It begins with a belief.Everyday i say:I can act and i can make a difference.What i do can and will influence thing.At times I'm challenged.In fact,many days I'm scared.I keep saying "I can do it.If i can't,i will learn,I will do my best."We only truly live when we honour our spirit,the essense of who we are,in the original mould our Maker made us.The moment we are free to express our uniqueness-our own brand of gifts and talent,is when we are most happy.Each breath we take is a gift and a blessing.When we can exude our vibrancy and can contribute our energy is when we can excel..as we are meant to.

For knowing is not enough,we must apply.Willing is not enough,we must do.An act we must practice to make lives more interesting and meaningful.

Must you really do everything to win me?!

Is it a must to you that nomatter what happens,you must win me?
Everything?Everything that i hv done?
If it's so important to you,
Go ahead..yeah..i mean it,
I'll see how far you can go..
I'm not perasan.Coz i will not be like you.
Maybe you'll be like..'what?i didn't do anything also..it's your fault'
Yaya..i admit it's my fault FOR KNOWING YOU AND TRUSTING YOU!!

Arghh,you are making me soo damn pissed off,
Spoiling my mood after seeing another rubbish you hv done,
Wanna know what is that?
Oh sure..i don't mind telling..here's how the 'movie' goes!
Well,i did this friends test thingy at one of my friends profile last time,
And guess what i saw?!
SOMEONE who actually got the same marks as me ARE NOT SATISSFIED AT SUCH SMALL THING!!!
And guess what SHE do?Well,sumthing cheap..a very cheap act to me..
SHE,the kiasu one went and do another test!!!
And guess what SHE got?
5 marks higher than me!!
Oh well,grats to her for finally managed to win me in sum stuff that she always wanted to.
Like i care!!
I don't give a dam of what you did..yeah..everything..
I know u'll be asking if so,why r u so pissed off?
For your information,i cannot stand seeing any rubbish which came out from her 'kiasu' attitude!!!
Not even a small tiny bit..
Arghh..so damn freakin pissed off now..
I could't believe i could actually got so pissed off over such small thing done by her!!
Arghh!!Can someone just tell me what i could do??!!

I gotta go my own way..alone

I can only watch when you guys play..not that i hate you or what..it's like i don't fit to participate in.I can only go one side and practice myself..alone..without anybody.Sometimes when you ask me to join in,i'll only say no..coz..it's like i'm the odd one(if you get what i mean).I know that some of you will be there teaching me if i don't understand things but i don't want to..fight or trying to get skills from you guys or something like that..it's like i'll use all those i've learn from you and fight with you just to get a place..i don't want stuff to be like that..really..that's why i rather practice myself knowing this comes from all my hard work..i don't wanna lose our friendship..i hope you understand..we both loves basketball and i don't want to compete with you.. i don't want stuff to be like that..Anyway,thanks for everything and sometimes..i hope you will understand and let me to do stuff my own way..thanks..

True friends..thank you..

When i was down,
You gave your love.
When i need you,
You are always there.
You never leave me,
Under the storm and rain.
Instead you wiped the tears that i cried,
Comforted me when i sighted.
You were always smilling,
Lighten up my day.
While other tease,
You always cared.
I wanna say thanks for being there for me,
For everything you gave me that i lacked.
Friends forever,
That's what we'll be!!

I'll be there whenever you need me..always

If you're alone,
I'll be your shadow.
If you want to cry,
I'll be your shoulder.
If you want a hug,
I'll be your pillow.
If you need to be happy,
I'll be you're smile.
But anytime you need a friend,
I'll just be ME!!

Our friendship will never fade ... forever

I was so shock,so sad,so disappointed
When you said you'll be going away
I managed to stop my tears from flowing
But not my heart from breaking

I cannot imagine how my life would be
Without your smile,advice and laughter
My life will never be the same again
Ever again

I will not forget all the sweet memories
Both of us have together with us
Playing,joking laughing and fooling around
Do you know you'll take one piece of me
When you go away?

I cannot stop you from going
But i can ensure you that
NO ONE CAN REPLACE YOU
Coz you're forever my true friend
My true friend for life

May God bless you wherever you go
And send my love for you
We share one thing that not many people have
Which is true,strong and everlasting friendship
I wanna let you know that
This post is specially for you
And no one is allowed to leave a comment here except
Y-O-U

I will forever remember the names we both created
KaE yUn..and yeah
NO one can separate the 'puzzle' and
Cut the 'ribbon' you drew
Coz i will not allow them to
And i'm sure you too

Hope we can forever keep in contact
Through msn,message of friendster
I hope we can meet again soon
One day...

Tears,hugs and love,
Cai Yun

Just me and my basketball

The memories we have
The moments we shared
Will always be a part of my life

The tears that i shed
The joy that we shared
The disappointment we felt
Shows that we are together..forever

You are not just any normal object
Or some other stuff to play with
But my light,my life,my inspiration
And something i think worth for
Passion,love and time spread on

When they look down on me whenever
I seems to be out of the game
I just ignore them although i know i sucks
Knowing inside my heart
This is not my very best
And i can do better if i try harder

Coz i know you will forever be there for me
Through thick and thin
Rain or sunshine
Forever be at my side
Giving me courage to go on and on
Till i am satisfied of myself

Traitor

I couldn't believe my ears
When you said you need to coach them
Every Saturday at Puay Chai 2

How can you actually do this?!
And even think of such things?
Learning basketball skills from BU(3)
But those skills flow to Puay Chai 2 too!

I know you were once from there
But it doesn't mean you should do that
It's all our tecnique to victory
And you spill them out!
Worst!You teach them everything you have learn!

Stop it already will you?!
Do you know you're a traitor in my eyes?!
Especially when the coach trust you so deeply
Do you know that this is totally unfair for him?
Don't you realise what you did is WRONG?!

I'm not insulting or what
But i'm sure nomatter how hard you try
It'll NEVER succeed!
Coz Yuk Chai and BU(3) are in ONE
Together,they are hard to beat!

Do you know you will get into trouble
If the coach know,you're DEAD!
I'm not saying i hate you or what
But i think it's better if you
Ask him FIRST

I'm not telling who i mean
Coz i know it wouldn't be good
One word to describe you
TRAITOR!!

Walau..exam coming so soon man!!

Exam..haiz..here is it again!!Another horrible day to go o..well,what to do?!No choice..hv to force myself to study AGAIN..haiz..why can't the goverment just give us a break?I mean,u cannot just give gred by just filling in some stupid papers right?!I think we should do more 'amali' stuff.That way,nobody hv to study just to see an 'A' on their papers..lolz..

Why must things be this way?Why?

I never felt this way before
This could be wrong,i don't know
Do you see how much i need you?
Even when you turn your back at me?

My heart is breaking every minute
When you're not here,in school
I hope we can be together
But i know this can't be true

Is this what they call love in first sight?
When love is blind
Can you feel there's a person who treasure you?
But in the end got nothing in return

I can't stop my tears from flowing
When thinking that you like another girl?
Why must it be this hard
Just to forget you?

Do you know you're exactly like my basketball?
Both stuff that i love very much
Seeing it,reminds me of you
Playing it with love,your life

Maybe that's one of the reason
Of why i love basketball so much
Should i sacrifice my studies
Just to be in the same class as you next year?

Maybe i shouldn't
It'll be a waste of my time and
Filling SOMEONE'S happiness seeing me down
I don't know what to do now..really
It's just so tough to decide

Love hurts

I don't know why and how could i actually like him
Maybe he's different from the rest or maybe it's just friends
I love him just the way he is
But inside my heart,i know
We cannot be together..

I really wanna know who he like
Or does he know that he mean alot to me
I always miss him as if i cannot live without him
And u can see that when i frown in school

Why is love so hurting
I never felt this much before
How could i like a guy whom i never talk at all
Maybe once or twice but not more
We talk not much but it seems so huge to me
It's light he's the light of my life

He's not smart nor good looking
But i love his heart
Full of love,care and kindness
He'll give a helping hand if u need it
And never like to argue

His basketballskills is really great
So great that i cannot achieve
But i'm very proud of him
For getting to be in the school team

I know we cannot be together
When i'm sure we'll be in different class
If only he will try harder
I will be full of joy
But some stuff can't be force
Coz then he won't be him

I love him just the way he is
And never less
He's my light
My inspiration
My..
LIFE

Basketball Delight!!

Waaa!!I am sooo damn happy yesterday man!!Hahaz..lolz..i sedang "syok sendiri" or whatever is it!!I don't care.Dumptitdumptidum..lalalala..Walau..damn happy ler..at least i did better than last week punye b.ball prac alot!!I'm not perasan or what but yar,i mean i REALLY did better!!Yay!!Last week during b.ball prac,I'm like..ehem* an old lady who is about 80 yrs old trying to aim and shoot for the rim!Well,i think you can guess what happened in the end rite?Then sumone teach me a method and it work perfectly..lotsa thank you to that person man..^^then,the coach asked those who cannot do lay-up to stand up ..and yeah.. i'm one of em..i don't care if ppl look down onme or what..I'm just admitting and want to learn.Then we got divided into 2 groups and one i'm in it and the other one,those pros r in.Example, Ji yin(big applause),Jess..etc.And can u believe it!My first 15 shots all went in!!Happy gila man!!Then the coach said that my friends & i r just pretendin that we dun no lay-up ..i was like..where got?Then he said that he want us to go to the other group next week!!^^Yay!!So happy ler..Thanks to all who hv help me and share mua happiness!!Love you guys lots!!Muaxx!!

Know your horoscope!

VIRGO-The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships.Someone loves them right now.Always wants the last word.Caring,smart,loud,loyal,easy to talk to,everything you wanted,easy to pleased,the one and only.

SCORPIO-The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable,intelligent,loves to joke,very good sense of humor,energetic,predict future,GREAT kisser.Always get what they want.Attractive,easy going,loves being in long relationships,talkative,romantic,caring.

LIBRA-The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet.Their love is one of a kind.Silly,fun and sweet.Have their own unique appeal.Most caring person you will ever meet.However not the kind of person you want to mess with,you might end up crying.

ARIES-The Lion
Outgoing,lovable,spontaneous,not one to mess with.Funny,excellent kisser,EXTREMELY adorable,lovs relationship,addictive,loud.

AQUARIUS-Does It In Water
Trustworthy, attractive, great kisser, one of a kind, loves
being in long-term relationships, extremely energetic,
unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, but will Knock
your lights out.

GEMINI - Irresistible
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the
You know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you
out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY
FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous.
Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how
To have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser.
Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive.
Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to
mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

CANCER - The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. very high appeal, love is one of a kind.
Very romantic, most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely
creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous, great
telling stories. Not a Fighter, but will knock your lights out if it
comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.

PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind, smart, center of attention, high appeal, has
The last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around,
Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor! Thoughtful.
Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke, very popular, silly,
Fun and sweet.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust, nice, sassy, intelligent, sexy, predict future,
irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker.
Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's
In sports. Extremely fun, loves to joke. Smart.

TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive, loves being in long relationships, likes to give a
Good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing, loves to help
People in times of need, good kisser, good personality, stubborn, a
Caring person, one of a kind, not one to mess with. Are the most
attractive people on earth!
SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous, high appeal, rare to find, great when found.
Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give, not one to mess
with, very pretty, very romantic, nice to everyone they meet,
their Love is one of a kind, silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique
appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the
you know where! Not the kind of person you want mess with- you
might end up crying.

For a 'Kiasu' girl (girlfriend by avril lavinge)

Hey,hey,you,you
I shouldn't have trust you
No way,no way
I will not give a new chance
Hey,hey,you,you
I will never ever trust you

Hey,hey,you,you
Don't you know you're 'kiasu'?!
No way,no way
No,it's not a secret
Hey,hey,you,you
Don't you think you can fool me

I'm so dumb to trust you lots when you're so damn fake
You use me all the time and thinking I'm blur and stupid
Don't you know that you can't fool and use me anymore(Anymore...)

Don't pretend i know you always want to win
And hey girl,I'm the person you want to defeat
I can tell and prove that it will never come true(Come true...)

You're like so damn 'kiasu'
You thought that I will go down first
I think we should never met at all
And that's what I'm totally thinking now

Hey,hey,you,you
I shouldn't have trust you
No way,no way
I will not give a new chance
Hey,hey,you,you
I will never ever trust you

Hey,hey,you,you
Don't you know you're 'kiasu'?!
No way,no way
No,it's not a secret
Hey,hey,you,you
Don't you think you can fool me

I can see the way,I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away,i know you think of me
I know you kept wanting hoping to defeat me all the time(All the time...)

So come over here and stop making me waste time
And yeah,my little,precious,golden time
I'm standing here right now daring you to show your true face(True face...)

Because...

You're like so damn 'kiasu'
You thought that I will go down first
I think we should never met at all
And that's what I'm totally thinking now

Hey,hey,you,you
I shouldn't have trust you
No way,no way
I will not give a new chance
Hey,hey,you,you
I will never ever trust you

Hey,hey,you,you
Don't you know you're 'kiasu'
No way,no way
No,it's not a secret
Hey,hey,you,you
Don't you think you can fool me

In a second you'll be full of fire and hatred
Cause I can,'cause i can do it better
There's no other,so when are you gonna stop
You're idiotic,what the hack were you thinking?

Hey,hey,you,you
I shouldn't have trust you
No way,no way
I will not give a new chance
Hey,hey,you,you
I will never ever trust you

(No way,no way)

Hey,hey,you,you
Don't you know you're 'kiasu'?!
No way,no way
No,it's not a secret
Hey,hey,you,you
Don't you think you can fool me

Hey,hey,you,you
I shouldn't have trust you(No way!)
No way,no way
I will not give a new chance(Hey!)
Hey,hey,you,you
I will never ever trust you(No way,no way!)

Hey,hey,you,you
Don't you know you're 'kiasu'?!(No way!)
No way,no way
No,it's not a secret(Hey!)
Hey,hey,you,you
Don't you think you can fool me(No way,no way!)

Hey,hey!