I gotta go my own way..alone

I can only watch when you guys play..not that i hate you or what..it's like i don't fit to participate in.I can only go one side and practice myself..alone..without anybody.Sometimes when you ask me to join in,i'll only say no..coz..it's like i'm the odd one(if you get what i mean).I know that some of you will be there teaching me if i don't understand things but i don't want to..fight or trying to get skills from you guys or something like that..it's like i'll use all those i've learn from you and fight with you just to get a place..i don't want stuff to be like that..really..that's why i rather practice myself knowing this comes from all my hard work..i don't wanna lose our friendship..i hope you understand..we both loves basketball and i don't want to compete with you.. i don't want stuff to be like that..Anyway,thanks for everything and sometimes..i hope you will understand and let me to do stuff my own way..thanks..

True friends..thank you..

When i was down,
You gave your love.
When i need you,
You are always there.
You never leave me,
Under the storm and rain.
Instead you wiped the tears that i cried,
Comforted me when i sighted.
You were always smilling,
Lighten up my day.
While other tease,
You always cared.
I wanna say thanks for being there for me,
For everything you gave me that i lacked.
Friends forever,
That's what we'll be!!

I'll be there whenever you need me..always

If you're alone,
I'll be your shadow.
If you want to cry,
I'll be your shoulder.
If you want a hug,
I'll be your pillow.
If you need to be happy,
I'll be you're smile.
But anytime you need a friend,
I'll just be ME!!

Our friendship will never fade ... forever

I was so shock,so sad,so disappointed
When you said you'll be going away
I managed to stop my tears from flowing
But not my heart from breaking

I cannot imagine how my life would be
Without your smile,advice and laughter
My life will never be the same again
Ever again

I will not forget all the sweet memories
Both of us have together with us
Playing,joking laughing and fooling around
Do you know you'll take one piece of me
When you go away?

I cannot stop you from going
But i can ensure you that
NO ONE CAN REPLACE YOU
Coz you're forever my true friend
My true friend for life

May God bless you wherever you go
And send my love for you
We share one thing that not many people have
Which is true,strong and everlasting friendship
I wanna let you know that
This post is specially for you
And no one is allowed to leave a comment here except
Y-O-U

I will forever remember the names we both created
KaE yUn..and yeah
NO one can separate the 'puzzle' and
Cut the 'ribbon' you drew
Coz i will not allow them to
And i'm sure you too

Hope we can forever keep in contact
Through msn,message of friendster
I hope we can meet again soon
One day...

Tears,hugs and love,
Cai Yun

Just me and my basketball

The memories we have
The moments we shared
Will always be a part of my life

The tears that i shed
The joy that we shared
The disappointment we felt
Shows that we are together..forever

You are not just any normal object
Or some other stuff to play with
But my light,my life,my inspiration
And something i think worth for
Passion,love and time spread on

When they look down on me whenever
I seems to be out of the game
I just ignore them although i know i sucks
Knowing inside my heart
This is not my very best
And i can do better if i try harder

Coz i know you will forever be there for me
Through thick and thin
Rain or sunshine
Forever be at my side
Giving me courage to go on and on
Till i am satisfied of myself

Traitor

I couldn't believe my ears
When you said you need to coach them
Every Saturday at Puay Chai 2

How can you actually do this?!
And even think of such things?
Learning basketball skills from BU(3)
But those skills flow to Puay Chai 2 too!

I know you were once from there
But it doesn't mean you should do that
It's all our tecnique to victory
And you spill them out!
Worst!You teach them everything you have learn!

Stop it already will you?!
Do you know you're a traitor in my eyes?!
Especially when the coach trust you so deeply
Do you know that this is totally unfair for him?
Don't you realise what you did is WRONG?!

I'm not insulting or what
But i'm sure nomatter how hard you try
It'll NEVER succeed!
Coz Yuk Chai and BU(3) are in ONE
Together,they are hard to beat!

Do you know you will get into trouble
If the coach know,you're DEAD!
I'm not saying i hate you or what
But i think it's better if you
Ask him FIRST

I'm not telling who i mean
Coz i know it wouldn't be good
One word to describe you
TRAITOR!!

Walau..exam coming so soon man!!

Exam..haiz..here is it again!!Another horrible day to go o..well,what to do?!No choice..hv to force myself to study AGAIN..haiz..why can't the goverment just give us a break?I mean,u cannot just give gred by just filling in some stupid papers right?!I think we should do more 'amali' stuff.That way,nobody hv to study just to see an 'A' on their papers..lolz..

Why must things be this way?Why?

I never felt this way before
This could be wrong,i don't know
Do you see how much i need you?
Even when you turn your back at me?

My heart is breaking every minute
When you're not here,in school
I hope we can be together
But i know this can't be true

Is this what they call love in first sight?
When love is blind
Can you feel there's a person who treasure you?
But in the end got nothing in return

I can't stop my tears from flowing
When thinking that you like another girl?
Why must it be this hard
Just to forget you?

Do you know you're exactly like my basketball?
Both stuff that i love very much
Seeing it,reminds me of you
Playing it with love,your life

Maybe that's one of the reason
Of why i love basketball so much
Should i sacrifice my studies
Just to be in the same class as you next year?

Maybe i shouldn't
It'll be a waste of my time and
Filling SOMEONE'S happiness seeing me down
I don't know what to do now..really
It's just so tough to decide

Love hurts

I don't know why and how could i actually like him
Maybe he's different from the rest or maybe it's just friends
I love him just the way he is
But inside my heart,i know
We cannot be together..

I really wanna know who he like
Or does he know that he mean alot to me
I always miss him as if i cannot live without him
And u can see that when i frown in school

Why is love so hurting
I never felt this much before
How could i like a guy whom i never talk at all
Maybe once or twice but not more
We talk not much but it seems so huge to me
It's light he's the light of my life

He's not smart nor good looking
But i love his heart
Full of love,care and kindness
He'll give a helping hand if u need it
And never like to argue

His basketballskills is really great
So great that i cannot achieve
But i'm very proud of him
For getting to be in the school team

I know we cannot be together
When i'm sure we'll be in different class
If only he will try harder
I will be full of joy
But some stuff can't be force
Coz then he won't be him

I love him just the way he is
And never less
He's my light
My inspiration
My..
LIFE

Basketball Delight!!

Waaa!!I am sooo damn happy yesterday man!!Hahaz..lolz..i sedang "syok sendiri" or whatever is it!!I don't care.Dumptitdumptidum..lalalala..Walau..damn happy ler..at least i did better than last week punye b.ball prac alot!!I'm not perasan or what but yar,i mean i REALLY did better!!Yay!!Last week during b.ball prac,I'm like..ehem* an old lady who is about 80 yrs old trying to aim and shoot for the rim!Well,i think you can guess what happened in the end rite?Then sumone teach me a method and it work perfectly..lotsa thank you to that person man..^^then,the coach asked those who cannot do lay-up to stand up ..and yeah.. i'm one of em..i don't care if ppl look down onme or what..I'm just admitting and want to learn.Then we got divided into 2 groups and one i'm in it and the other one,those pros r in.Example, Ji yin(big applause),Jess..etc.And can u believe it!My first 15 shots all went in!!Happy gila man!!Then the coach said that my friends & i r just pretendin that we dun no lay-up ..i was like..where got?Then he said that he want us to go to the other group next week!!^^Yay!!So happy ler..Thanks to all who hv help me and share mua happiness!!Love you guys lots!!Muaxx!!