Sunday, August 15, 2010

~Headache~

I love my
Nestle Fat Free Yogurt in Peach :) Yummmm.. Oh wait,I'm suppose to gain weight :(

Sometimes, the thoughts of how one could actually fall in love in such short time easily really give me nerves and send shivers down my spine, to my feet and then back to the spinal chord and go all the way to the head and spin there. As a matter of in fact, many of us these days tend to go for a relationship although after knowing each other for only less than six months just because they feel really happy with the presence of the other person and fun playing or fooling around with each other. It's quite saddening for both sides if their relationship ended usually because of three main reasons: Jealousy, Lack of Trust and lastly, not being Caring or Understanding enough so I have heard. However, it is actually very normal if such problems occur because those who are involve in relationships are considered " fully blinded " by a piece of cloth over their eyes and therefore, may act selfish and lures out the ego monster IF they are not aware that the main cause is expecting too much from their partner. He or she may be yours BUT do not belongs to you fully so the action of controlling his or her usual lifestyles is indeed..childish UNLESS the " limits drawn " is being crossed over.
P.s.: I am not referring to anybody or whatsoever incident but you are free to be perasan.
Thank you.

Avoid talking about or judging how other people's relationship ended because firstly, it only involve two of them and secondly, it is already a past. Past tense. In this case, we as the outsider should only see, listen and try to understand the situation so that we can be careful not to repeat the same mistakes that other people did on themselves but not more than that. Never talk bad about other people although sometimes it is a real obvious who's mistakes was that or express your feeling from a third person's point of view not because the ones involved are your friends but instead, it is not right to talk bad behind other people's back. Do you understand that? I am sure you wouldn't like it too if people do the same thing to you one day.

Yes or No.

Truthfully, when I asked you to choose either one that day, I was not thinking of anything else except to make the situation clear, I just want to know what is it that you're hiding in that heart of yours and nothing more than that. That time, you seemed so unsure of what you wanted and it was like in the end, you decided under force or pressure. How much I want you to know that every time I ask you anything about this is never for the intension to move one step closer and instead, I just want a word of confirmation from you simply because I cannot read your mind. At the same time, trying to make sure I am not making other people as your substitute because I do not want to linger around other people's feeling,giving false hope like some playboy. Can you see that? But on that very morning too, I noticed that whenever after I come up with this topic, I will end up leaving the conversation without first seeing what you are going to say (so rude,yeah I know) OR feeling like a badly made rojak OR getting a headache ( you are not the only one feeling like this ). And so, I hereby conclude that I shall not start talking about this with you anymore because we always left it hanging halfway in the air. I am sincerely apologizing for all the bother I have caused to you and myself from the very bottom of my heart. I'm not dreaming, I am very awake from the very beginning. I will put this all aside until Spm ends and hopefully it will all disappear swallowed by time.

What do you call someone who talks to a crazy person? Whatever you are calling me. I forgotten that I am not suppose to take everything people said seriously. But honestly, I mind it a lot.

Firstly, we will sit for the school's paper, then trials then Spm. All three one after another in just two months time..crazy..

~Hugs~

Thursday, August 12, 2010

~Turn~

Keeping this short and simple..

I do not know what I'm thinking,I know this is not right..A home in a shoe which belongs to an elephant,hard to shift.Riddle solved in days.Another allegory but I believe you are the only person who know what I meant from this phrase..

Cuz we both know

~Hugs~


Sunday, August 8, 2010

~Blooooowwwww with the winds :)~

"Jelly Bean
The Original Gourmet Jelly Bean
30 Flavours"
Once you pop em' in,you can't stop.I'm lovinnn' it :)

Is it rude to shake off or wipe my hands off anything if it was touched by someone of the opposite gender? Erh..seemed like it. Heh. Must I really change this attitude? :( But I was just 'reserving'..
*Laughs*

Red. Break!
Yellow. Vroom vroom..
Green. Vrooooommm!
Red. Banggggg...
(Ooopsie..)
Traffic lights~they do not appear only on the road but also in our lives,anywhere,anytime,they follow you all around in anything you do,before during and after. Things that happen one after another are often caused by the consequences of the actions you take from the beginning until the very end. It means that we should really stop and think before we decide on doing or saying something. And then,get ready because you do not know what will be happening next. After you decide,just do it. But then you might not be lucky for the first attempt so if you fall,pull yourself up and say 'I can do it!' Even babies can do that, why can't us? Awesome young humans. Keep pushing and pushing and pushing until you see the light at the end of the tunnel. Nothing bad stays forever,just have faith in yourself.

Throw,throw,throw until you find the right one.

I'm so determine to change my 'emo' mode, it's making me feeling so old.. I'm missing of all the good and fun things :) I'll put on a smile every morning to have a great-kick start of the day! Wooootttt~~~~~ Must stay happy-licious,yun! :)

~Hugs~


Thursday, August 5, 2010

~Peek~

My tarot card reading from Le'Ann said that today,tomorrow and the day after tomorrow aren't going to go smoothly.So far,so good.Please maintain it this way :)

If I tell you that I rather lose then to choose,is it a wise option?

The tarot card said that I'm going to be lack of vision today but I just got myself a new pair of spectacle. Heh :)

I'm really starting to believe that he was a gold digger in his past life but stop doing that,I have no gold,only earth.

Acting silly and rather stupid could have save you from any unwanted incident~like today.

I don't want to go to school this Saturday cuz I got tuition..eww,he hand-shaked me today on the stage for the certificate ceremony trials~I need a hand sanitizer.

The class mural is almost done..thank goodness..I can't imagine how my life would be standing another backache.

You made me smile in my dreams.If only you did that one month ago,the situation that I'm in now wouldn't have to be this way.Complicated~~

~Hugs~

Sunday, August 1, 2010

~Gracious~

I hate it when people argue..hate it hate it hate it..hate it even more when you see insulting and vulgar words flying here and there like rocket.I find it really scary..really..It's like putting a samurai sword on a dining table when everything can be settle if you could just grab a chair and sit down with a cup of coffee in hand.If things does not go the way it's suppose to be,at most you can just splash the cup of coffee at that person and just walk away instead of throwing plates,cups,spoons of forks.

Breath in,breath out and say the prayers :)

~Hugs~