~Our Promise~

We walked from e@Curve to Curve to Ikano just to search for Mr Smart's ideal gifts (something that clearly represents Malaysia) but we found nothing near Malaysian-ish. Mummy and Aunty Lily wanted to go for a walk in Ikea so we tagged along and then I saw this:

 

An Elephant plushie! :) Don't know why, I just somehow got this "there's something special about you" feeling when I saw it but obviously mummy will shrug her head a 'No' so I took a picture of it instead when they walked far ahead in the front. Heh. :) My dear, please wait for me alright? Stay here and please reserve one for me, you or your friends. I do not know how long will it take for me to get you, perhaps about in a few years time because mummy won't let me buy you. You stay here alright? I will bring you home one day. :)

~Hugs~

~Lucky him~

My Mr. Smart cousin will be going for a student trip program to Taiwan soon. On the 7th, so I have heard. Meaning he will be leaving Malaysia after my SPM Additional Mathematics examination (Eheheheh~heh). According to the itinerary, he is supposed to bring three to four additional gifts along as he will be staying with two different Taiwanese family for a night or two each to experience how their lifestyles would be like. Basically, the program lasts for three weeks. Saw the program in displayed for the participants (only open to all newly Form 5 graduates) and obviously you will know that those who are selected will have a lot of fun there. They will need to introduce Malaysia's multiracial cultures, get involve in camping activities like campfire (so cool) and travel around Taiwan like tourist. My gawd.. So mummy allowed me to submit an application form for it next year. :) So yeah, for those who read this post and are interested to participate in this program, do let me know because from what I have heard, it is best if you tag a few friends along with you for the trip. I don't want to go alone. :)

~Hugs~

~Beliefs~

Wanted to try out a new sitting position to see if  I could find a more comfortable sitting place to finish up memorizing the boring subjects so I tried sitting at my brother's for about an hour or two. It turned out to be feeling really 'pressured', unable to stay concentrate and even got the lazy bug tuned in so I looked up and there I saw it. I immediately knew the reason why. Daddy once said that it is never a good idea to sit and study under the 'extra protruded wall' from the ceiling because somehow, it gives you a feeling as if something is pressing on you like you're carrying a heavy burden. Lol.. Quite true. So I guess the best place would still be sitting at my own study table. Teehee.. *Smile*

May all the 10 subjects that I will be sitting for SPM soon be as smooth as gliding on top of a silk road. I was so close to get a straight for PMR 2 years ago, a horror that I do not want to go through again. *Prays*  Only 10 straight A's. Nothing more, nothing less.

~Hugs~

~Tik Tok~

Revising history is so boring and time consuming metaphorically like an evil clock with shiny beady eyes and sharp teeth slowly indulging his meal of time..
One by one
Second by second
Minute by minute
Hour by hour
No way, even my three tortoises outside can eat waayyy faster and better than you.

Feeling so sleepy now, probably because I had quite a hard time trying to force myself to sleep yesterday. Arhhh.. What is wrong with me, in this head of mine? Feeling super silly now for not realizing earlier that it will remind me indirectly of the recent past. Gawd, how could I actually unlock a nicely covered piece of memory from it's well hidden box underground when I took such a long time to bury it in the first place?

We could have, almost there but we did not. You was right.. It's nobody's fault, both of us somehow entered into each other's dimention at the wrong time. Said you felt like you are just a passer by who stepped into my life by accident when I got hurt badly inside and really needed someone to talk to, to feel appreciated and loved but not played with. Perhaps it is the reason you gave me all the things that I badly wished for from him but I always see you and him as two different people. I never take you as his substitution or back-up but again, I guess you are right, we clashed at the wrong time.. The time when I got heartbroken.

Still, it is a past. O_O

~Hugs~

~Yellow TWIG book~

The feeling you get when you take out your diary from it's box, sit down on the floor and slowly read back the notes you made long time ago in primary school. Funnayyy~~ :) I cannot stop laughing upon reading how silly and simple my thinkings were like last time + all the 'no-eye-see' grammar and spelling errors. Can laugh until my head drop off.. I practically almost ran out of breath the moment I reached the end of each 'story'. Haha.. My gawd.. I was like: "Wow, Cai Yun. Is this really you?" xD

Overhaulin' is a very interesting show. I mean it. :)

~Hugs~