~You know~

Didn't know you realise.

~Hugs~

~Something little to share~

You are Everything To Somebody
Right now at this very minute-----------


someone
is very proud of you

someone
is thinking of you

someone
cares about you

someone
misses you

someone
wants to talk to you

someone
wants to be with you

someone
hopes you aren't in trouble

someone
is thankful for the support you have
provided

someone
wants to hold your hand

someone
hopes everything turns out all right

someone
wants you to be happy

someone
wants you to find them

someone
is celebrating your successes

someone
wants to give you a gift

someone
think you ARE a gift

someone
hopes you are not too cold, or too hot

someone
wants to hug you

someone
loves you

someone
wants to lavish you with small gifts

someone
admires your strength

someone
is thinking of you and smiling

someone
wants to be your shoulder to cry on

someone
wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun

someone
thinks the world of you

someone
wants to protect you

someone
would do anything for you

someone
wants to be forgiven

someone
is grateful for your forgiveness

someone
wants to laugh with you about old times

someone
remembers you and wishes you were there

someone
needs to know that your love is unconditional

somebody
values your advice

someone
wants to tell you how much they care

someone
wants to stay up watching old movies with
you

someone
wants to share their dreams with you

someone
wants to hold you in their arms

someone
wants YOU to hold them in your arms

someone
treasures your spirit

someone
wishes they could STOP time because of
you

someone
can't wait to see you

someone
wishes that things didn't have to change

someone
loves you for who you are

someone
loves the way you make them feel

someone
wants to be with you

someone
hears a song that reminds them of you

someone
wants you to know they are there for you

someone
is glad that you're their friend

someone
wants to be your friend

someone
stayed up all night thinking about you

someone
is alive because of you

someone
is wishing that you would notice them

someone
wants to get to know you better

someone
believes that you are their soul mate

someone
wants to be near you

someone
misses your guidance and advice

someone
values your guidance and advice

someone
has faith in you

someone
trusts you

someone
needs you to send them this letter

someone
needs your support

someone
needs you to have faith in them

someone
needs you to let them be your friend

someone
will cry when they read this

~Thou thee should be forgotten~

I have nothing to say.I'm not demanding but honestly,do you think it will go far if this keep going on?I don't want to always be the one who starts everything..Ni ke yi bu ke yi zhu dong yi dian?Some words don't have to be said exact but it really matters a lot if you actually think about it~~If you care~~Please,try to understand what have been bothering me soo much since the exam ended.All i want is just you to start talking to me first.Is that just so hard to understand or to be done?Nevermind..perhaps guys are just like that.It's your choice.You can choose to ignore and I won't be there for long.One thing you have to remember~~Not everyone will come to you.They stay and leave so will I.After all it's just one more year to go..I'm sorry.I don't want to make myself get too into this cuz one day I might just crack and break.I don't want to get hurt..

Anyway...

Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a stepping-stone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up.

Remember the five simple rules to be happy:

Free your heart from hatred - Forgive.

Free your mind from worries - Most never happen.

Live simply and appreciate what you have.

Give more.

Expect less.

(Got that from me email box so yeah,I think it would be nice to share it with my dear friends who visit my blog)

Zhi mui:
Thanks for cheering me up and give me those advices that I am really thinking about.Yeah,maybe you're right.I think I should really stop myself from going to far in this uncertain feelings.I know you don't want me to get hurt but one thing you must know is that,your zhi mui is a tough girl okay?I may fall but I will definately climb up back in no time.Trust me..I can't seems to let go.Like what I told you,it's really hard for me to fall for someone.But if I do,I will hang on tight to it until I think that enough is enough.Trust me.I know what I'm doing.I still got one more year time to think of a solution.But in the end if it does not work our,I will just let him slip off the gap from my fingers..willingly.Crushing is not everything.So what?Thanks anyway.It's a blessing to have you as my 'sister' :)

~Hugs~

~Not My Day~

At the last lesson of Pjk,Mun and I tried all sorts of way in trying to throw the ball into the net and we came out with this way of throwing the ball backwards(our backs facing the net).As what you can see on the title of this post,I only managed to score two while Mun scored seven.Therefore,we came out with another idea in conjunction to this plan that whenever one ball goes into the net,the thrower is allowed to make a wish that will come true ;) Haha..And so,my first one was..a secret and my second wish is to maintain in the top three best exam scorers in class.

Anyway,after that I went off to help Chanette with the library mural and yes,we all(Chanette,Marion,Zoey and I)did have a lot of fun making jokes and laughter throughout the whole process.As we didn't manage to the the art room door open(to get the letterings and more),all of us stopped 'working' and I went back to class only to find Mun in a 'un-disturb-alble' stage as she was seen happily chatting and playing there with her two 'lollipop' and 'unknown'..Haha...Didn't want to spoil the fun so I sat down and read my book thinking that it was a great thing for her that two of her seven wishes came true.I'm happy for her anyway :)

After recess,I'm suppose to go down to the library for Bc which I didn't go in the end.I wasn't in the mood at all.It was just somehow seems pointless.Not that IF I saw him there,he'll start talking to me first anyway..I just feel like avoiding him for the moment.And I think because of that,the first wish didn't manage to come true.Lol..but hopefully,it could just postpone to the other day or something and not go to waste.Haha..:P Sorry Mun,it's not your fault.Don't feel so bad about it okay dear :) It doesn't matter much to me if two of your wishes came true and mine didn't cuz I know whatever it is,you're still there for me being my best friend.The chance was there all the while but I didn't even make an effort to make a grab for it.Telling you the truth,I'm really upset about it dear..But no worries,Yun will be just fine in no time cuz she always do :) Hehehe..perasan-ing xP For the mean time,I just don't feel like talking that's all...

Anyway,gotta start wrapping my SPBT books as they will be returned to their dusty chamber tomorrow.I might need to give a helping hand to Ms Yow as what I have promised her last time.No worry teacher :) I always keep my promise.Okay..see ya.

~Hugs~

~Bitten by the Chocolate Bug~

Chocolates.They are considered the best gifts to be given to anyone EXCEPT to those who are on a diet~~they take it as an insult or should I say a spoil milk.Well,assumed that it is and one tiny puny drop of it is enough to spoil the whole mug of it.In other words,you're spoiling their diet plan.A good example : The bean curd.It is best to be eaten warm and yes,before it actually managed to cool down to the temperature of the surrounding,one should 'throw' it into the fridge unless you don't mind giving a feast to the dustbin.See,even a slight change in temperature of the surrounding environment can also spoil the entire bean curd.Now,excuse me.I really have no idea what to blog about now that my mind is clumped with lots of screws and tacks.I feel so bloated by sudden and if only someone would just prick me with the pin to ease the tension and frustration that are collected in me like a whole colony of red army ants waiting for the prefect time to attack my emotions.And yes,I'm okay.Well,not really but just enough to stand up on my own pushing myself out of the forest although I'm currently a bit stuck.But I'll be fine..you'll see..One thing for sure,I need to get him out from my mind.By the way,I love the chocolates.Thanks :)

Looking back into the past,I'm very proud of myself to be able to put him aside and let the books played and dance in his place.It was tough but I somehow managed to do it with full determination.It was a wonderful feeling to be able to take good control of my mind,emotions and juggle my time all at the same time.However,right after the exam,the thoughts of him came banging against the door of my folded part of the cerebrum asking the neurones to let him in.Which,the neurones did and you know the story after that..I found out that I felt so thirsty for his voice and not his words.One thing for sure,voices and words are two different thing and in this situation,voices plays an even important role.Slowly,I started to feel so silly of myself.

Why would I actually start a conversation first when he didn't even bother to do the same thing after you have done it for so many times already?Infact,it has always been just you from the beginning and I doubt if one day he'll actually make a move first not to say even the word 'hi'.Well,maybe he will but I don't think that I'm that patient enought to wait.After all,I haven't been liking him until the 'uncurable' stage so I guess that it wn't be that hard to let him go......right?!Okay,that sounds just so...nevermind.Change topic!

Went to the library to help out with the clean-ups and mural since the teachers have not finish marking our exam papers yet(grumble..grumble..so slow) Honestly,I hate to do anything that has something to do with dusts~especially the one which growed or piled on top on one another like the Mount Everest.You see,how could I actually start cleaning them when me myself is sensitive towards dusts?I don't want to end up like a clown with tissues..Later on,found our from Marion that Mr.Wong said that the library club is transforming into a unit beruniform.Goodness gracious!!I just so much prefer it to be a Lembaga like the prefects.Anyway,the Mr.wong started making this 'survey' for all the librarians who are also a member of the St.John Ambulance club to choose either to walk on the red carpet to the world of books or go ''eee ooo eee ooo'' at the world of driving ambulances.Now this is the trick.I T-H-I-N-K that he made this survey to get rid of the librarians who are not-so-devoted to the librarian club anymore.And SINCE quite a number or the librarians are St.Johnians and SINCE he dislike them to be involve in the St.John activities(After the case of the 'drama perebutan ketua' that are held between the PSS and St John) and SINCE the thought that many librarians are giving too many reason to skip the PSS events and go for St.John,he came out with this trap to catch mices using cheeses.And yes,I saw that there are quite a few Ajks who ragu-ragu and took such a lllllloooooooonnnnnnnnnggggggggg time i making decisions which they kept on changing.Haih..Well,it's their choice anyway.For those who have already made their decisions,all I want to say is we have no idea what will fall upon you when Mr Wong finds it out.Wish you good luck.One thing you must be sure is there is no way turning back..

~Hugs~

~It's too good to be true :)~

Thank goodness..exam finally ended!I've been like a total walking zombie with book since the day the exam started.Everything seems to be so dead and all I know is to memorized everything in that problematic books.My gosh..what's with the author writing so much info in such a boring way..not fun.But who am I to say that right?Assumed that I'm just thinking :)

Anyway,as our class ended the exam earlier,Mun and I started planning the day that we could go out with Jie and some friends who are coming along.Can't wait for it..I mean I'm only allowed to go out with my dears only like~~at most two times per year.Haha..but I'm okay with it anyway.I'm sure I'll be just like her one day too :)

'Syurga di tapak kaki ibu' I love you mum

Anyway,this is connected to the previous post.Here's how it goes:

You caught my attention
Cuz you looked so lonely
You're always so quiet
You gave me the mysterious guy feeling
You always seems to be so shallow
You never show your true emotions
I don't know weather I guessed it right
But I kinda have this impression
That maybe you're just like that
I don't know if that personality of yours
Is a good or bad thing
But underneath I think that
You're really a conscientious reliable guy
But you're so hard to read and maybe
If you could show more of that side of you
Perhaps more girls will like you
Cuz I do

Anyway,one thing I'm sure about is that...

Next week is going to be an awful boring week 'campured' with lots of anxious and yet fun feeling.Haha..I like challenge tho :) Wish you guys out there the best of luck in return of your papers tho :)

~Hugs~

~Quick blink of the eyes~

Thank goodness it's just two more days to go.I've been sleeping super late since the past few weeks and it's so tough to refrain from the computer~~net to be exact.I miss my blog!!Lol..

So far so good except for account and add math.Maybe math too..haha,anything connected to lots of calculations is a HUGE NO for me.Guess that those who really understand me know this fact.Anyway...

Hippo:
Went to Borders last Sunday and read this comic that seems to refer to you a lot~from my point of view.Will share it out soon~~the day after tomorrow.I miss you :)

Movies:
Been watching a free movie screening at 1u titled 'Cloudy with a chance of meatballs'.But I still prefer 'Up' :)

....

Okay,I think I'll just stop here for now.Can't seems to make myself blog a lot with the sight of my science book just right beside me.Hahaha..

~Hugs~

~Is this a trade for it?~

It all started after dinner.Something made me feel soooo itchy all over out of sudden.At first I thought it might be the mosquitoes bites but it didn't get better at all..Went to bed at 2 am and ended up rolling on the bed~practically mumbling and complaining at the arrogant act of the mosquitoes.And when I woke up the next morning,I feel a sudden heat on my face.

And so...

When I looked myself in the mirror,I

S-C-R-E-A-M-E-D!

There's this lil pinkish patches on my face and I'm going to school in just an hour time!Oh my gosh..this is just so crazy.

Upon stepping into the school compound,I asked Mun wheater do I look horrible and she said I looked so 'bengkak-ish' on some certain part of my face.No way..and when my classmates talked to me,I have to hide behind the book.Haha..

Luckily it reduced before recess and everthing was fine after that.Thank goodness exams were fine since that first day of exam and hopefully it will stay that way.Somehow my mind got me thinking and I wondered was is a trade of my health for the smoothness of exam.lol..impossible but yet possible.You might be asking me why would I think so and yes,I think I could answer your question.

This might be weird but when I was still in primary school,I used to go for art competition every sat and sun.For certain art competition~which the prizes that are offered were really good that made the partcipants reached the amount of 1oo++ And in such condition I always caught a headache in the middle of competition.Thinking I would definately be losing as I could not concentrate on my art piece,I always hope that I could just fit into the consolations although I badly want something better than that.Suprisingly,I found out that I got the first place when the result was announced.Since then,the same thing would just occur everytime I participated in a major art competition..Cool? :)

Well.No matter what,I'll just appreciate these ''gifts'' from God.Thank you :)

~Smiles and frowns~

1) My gosh..can't believe that the history examination finally ended!And yes,to make water sparkle,my history exam went..
s-m-o-o-t-h ! ! !
Can't believe it.No matter what will the result be~~wrote on my first form four end-term history examination paper,I really hope that the coming ones will be the same too.Hopefully,I don't flunk my add math paper like last time and make sure my account paper didn't follow the add maths' 'footstep'.Now,theory-cally digging from the bottom of my heart,I would like to thank all of you who were there for me~some willing to stay up late at night to accompany me to burn the midnight oil,the ones that made the morning teh tarik for me and many more.I lurve you guys.And yes,the jewel of my heart,my mum or continuously giving my the support I need to be real nerd for 4 consecuences days.

Wo hen hen hen hen hen ai ni men de lor..

2) To Mun:
You don't know how relieved I was when we chat one the phone a moment ago.Owwhh..thanks dear for giving me a helping hand in..erhh..'rejecting' Mr.Prasantan.I don't think I will be able to do this myself..honestly,cannot stand them keep on repeating my name whenever he was sitting sumwhere near in class.Haha..thanks :)

3) To Jie:
Thanks for the lovely piece of advice that you gave me that day during recess in school.Now I felt like I don't have to worry thinking need to avoid Mr.Prasantan IF I'm going to the same tuition as Mun anymore~~after she lifted the burden off my shoulder.You two really leave a mark in my life and will forever remain there untouch :)
Best Friends Forever :) You know how much you meant to me

4)Hippo..haih.If only you could know what I really really want.Two Voices In Reality** u get it?Nevermind..

~Hugs~