Tuesday, May 8, 2012

~ Weather Proof ~

I still remember her advice that night..

"Sometimes, you need to learn how to say a 'No' to Tzu Chi even at times that you think you can manage it. Tzu Chi should only come in when you know that you have extra time for it and that could not be best replaced by other things that comes after studies."

Like how the right chord opens the ears, this one strikes me directly to heart. It's true.. I've been staying overnight, attending meetings and leaving the house for almost the entire day for the cause. So frequently that I could hardly touch my notes. And my mom's not too happy with it either. I'm not being responsible enough.. :/ And I know I can't go for Tzu Chi every Saturday any more unless I catch up with my work.
Okay Yun.. You know what you should do now. And it has nothing to do with reducing my involvements for Tzu Chi. I mean, this is where I found myself and something that I'm deeply passionate about.. The work is both a means to help those in need and also a way to open the eyes of the volunteer to the harsher side of life, so that through giving, they may find spiritual happiness and life's true meaning.. They said it's hard to pull yourself back to this core once you've wandered too far, when you get too comfortable with your life. Which is true. Despite the hectic schedules I have and watching my stress level goes up, my level of determination bounces up and down the bumpy road and all the distraction that keeps on rolling over but it's amazing how getting in touch with the community could actually 'neutralize' them back to zero. It's the only time, besides sleeping where I could just put whatever's on my mind aside and do something wholeheartedly without feeling a single strand of burden. Like a free bird. :) Only that, now I'm still trying to adjust things and it'll take some time before I could really put myself into what I hope to achieve. *Sigh* Gambatteh! :)

Bubbles; Blowing endlessly to watch how much you can create and watch them colour the world around you.
This is my dream.

An self-imaginary story of yesterday's moon at Taman Megah's Ming Tien Food Court (pay attention to the strip of 'lines' that gradually appear beside the moon) :

It all begins with a magnetic glow.

Team Rocket got blasted across the sky again. (Single line)

Apparently, they failed to land on the moon, as usual, and fell back down to Earth. (Double lines) Epic. Fail. :)

Uhh.. uh.. the pictures above are really blur but I hope you can figure them out.
:)

A very cute conversation between my 7 years old cousin and his purely-Chinese-literated father:

Just came back home from work and saw son with spectacles on.
Father: *Surprised* Wai you sadenli wer spectikel 1?
Son     : *Gives a cheeky beam* Aiya daddy.. cuz you never study! :D

Ahahaha.. WOW-ses. Children these days are pretty smart. Notice how he indirectly answered his dad by reflecting the his situation back to him? A gentle reminder: Never try to play a fool on children nor break any promises given to them because they remember such things VERY well. :) Coincidentally, this mischievous boy shares the same birth date, zodiac as well as the same horoscope as me. :)

Baby Einstein 

Oh by the way! Does anyone know what app for Galaxy tab that I could best download to pick up Chinese? Basically, so that I could learn how to read or write the language when I re-visit Taiwan at the end of this year for Tzu Chi training. I've tried downloading two so far, in which taught me things like "ba ba", "ma ma", "jie jie", "wo", "ni", "ai".. Hmm?? Something more advance please? Any recommendations? :)

Geram Adrian who tried to tempt me with Avengers. Doesn't matter.. cuz~~
I've FINALLY watched it two nights ago!! :D

The craze that everyone's talking about. :)

I love MR HULKIE
Not as in physically but from within. :) Pretty ironic that Hulk's all so buffy, mean and a bully from the outside but before the transformation, he is a doctor with sweet temperament. People never really judge you from the outside, you know? It depends on what you do or how you behave that interest them to want to get to know the real you more. It doesn't matter if he's green or appears as a ferocious looking beast as nobody really put the destruction he made to heart. Because they look past all of that and focus on his inner ability; his strength that could save much more than he could destroy. Only that MR HULKIE needs to know it isn't his fault for being so explosive at times and all he needs to do is to control his emotions by not taking hurtful or disgraceful things too seriously. Same goes to facing tensed situations. :)
However, the number one reason why I put MR HULKIE most desirable among the rest of the superheroes is because~~

He transformed his weaknesses into his strength and only uses it against villains.

The Power of Self-Control. :)


Aww.. See, he's so innocent! :)


You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on our Skype nights
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

                                                                  SMILE- Uncle Kracker :)

Thank you so much love, I can never look at my country's Prime Minister's face the same way ever again. Eheheheheheheheheh.. :D
P.s.: If you're feeling curious, just Google image "Najib" and you'll instantly know why. *teehee* :)


~Thoughts of the Day 12 ~

When two sincere hearts link into one and love each other genuinely, both could share each other's thoughts despite the thousands miles in between.


When she told me, "This is so sad for you. It's your first and it's a long distance", I smiled at her, move my glance to the window and replied, "If it's tough for me, it would be equally as tough for him too. This is our first."

If others have to work hard to maintain the relationship, it will be extra harder for us. That's for sure. To try to protect, reach out for and look after each other at any ways we could think of at this moment of unreachable point combating uncertainties simply because we believe. People have been telling me long distance is good in a way because we won't argue easily and get to maintain our social life which is probably true. It varies among individuals tho. It doesn't matter.. Generally, if you want to commit to one, keep yourself reminded not to do anything you won't want your partner to do. Cuz it's all about trust and commitment. Which I am glad that he always did.
  :)

I'll be strong.

~Hugs~