Friday, March 26, 2010

~Just Us~

We both knew and it has always been and stayed this way all these while as time passes by every seconds,minutes,hours,days and months.Surprisingly I have just realised that somehow we managed to maintain things just the way it is from the very beginning until now in a way that it is not going for the worst or better~~so cool.It is a smooth,never ending road and it is as if the runners have been running on the track for their whole entire life and did not manage to reach the last point because they have been running around and around the same track.LOL.I can say that I am not expecting much from this condition and even came out with a picture of how the ending would look like after we leave school.We both once of maybe more than once or should I say perhaps it is just me who have the thoughts of putting all these to an end and forget about everything that had sparked between us but I guess we or I just couldn't bring ourselves or myself to it.Sometimes words are very opposite than thinkings.So,perhaps in the end we both will just end up enjoying whatever we could pick up along the journey and leave things just like that without an ending like a book without a cover.

Kay,I am crapping now and honestly,I do not know whether do you have the same thoughts as me like what I mentioned above because I am not you but those things really made me stare into the blank space.We are all normal Earth humans and we cannot predict what will happen in the future.For now,let's just leave all to fate and a little of luck.

Happy early 60 Earth Hour everyone~please support this event by switching all the lights at 8.30 pm to 9.30 pm tomorrow.Take this opportunity to enjoy the dark quiet night for once and no cheating! :)

I love the Earth.Do you?:)

~Hugs~

Sunday, March 21, 2010

~Dearest~

Top Ten Reasons
Why I love this one week first term school holiday so much

10) I've been waking up early to attend four account classes from Tuesday to Friday
and finally managed to get hold of the 'Dokumen' which carries a total of 20++ marks in the
school exam = Y.A.Y!! :)

9 ) My guy cousin and I had been working up closely to give our bedroom a new coat of paint
with some designs on the wall to end the work in grace.We spent approximately a total of
3 days each on each bedroom but the results are worth all the time,energy and sweats(lol)
Anyway,these are the snapshots of the end result:

The girls' room:


I can say that it's a lil too much of pink which resulted in a very 'girly' feeling whenever I
enter the room which I didn't expect to be this 'young' looking.Haha..but I think it's okay if
compared to the previous colour which is just plain beige tho.I love the dandelions and my
mum actually edited the fairy's leg because previously it looked like the shape of the 'white
carrot' a.k.a. fat. Thank goodness it looked just fine now :)

The guys' room:


I absolutely loooovvvvveeeee this piece of wall because we stayed really focus and being very
very careful in it as one wrong move could actually spoil the horse.So yeah,we did it :)

8 ) While packing my room, my mum asked me to throw away most of my 'rubbish'~~according
to her which left me in a 'stoning' mode.I guess this happens to most of the teens out there
especially the females as we are for keeping lots and lots of 'treasures' and feeling so
dishearted to throw them away cuz first,lt would be such a waste of money and second,we
might need them in the future which the percentages of using them is close to 70%.LOL.
Anyway,the fun part of it was when I looked and read through those sweet letters,handmade
cards and photos that were taken the very moment I stepped into primary school till
secondary school.And god,how much I miss my dear Sktm friends and the fellow librarians in
SmkBu3.You guys are awesome :)

7 ) Went to watch a midnight movie for the very first time with my family and the A.C.G at Mid
Valley on Tuesday.As the movie ''Alice In The Wonderland in 3D version'' start at 11.30pm,
we took a stroll around the mall only to find people closing their shops so we headed to the
bowling alley and saw that it is still flooded players(These people must have been too addicted
in the game until they didn't know that the mall is closing :P) The movie was great as in the
3D part as the graphics are really beautiful, real and breathtaking but the 'special glasses' were
quite heavy.However,funny case that I do not seems to have the satisfactory feeling after
watching the movie because perhaps I'm more into horror,actions and funny ones.Haha..but
overall,it was good and I'll give 3 out of 5 stars.Still prefer watching 'Avatar' :) But thanks
anyway uncle,for the lovely treat :)

6 ) Went over to Win Wei's house to finish the blue house decorations and we did this huge 100%
DIY blue chinese fan for our maskots.But we're not exactly done yet because according to
Win Wei,our fellow marchers seems to be shrinking in time so it's quite difficult to do more as
we do not know how much more we're suppose to do.Haih..but consider not bad already as
we both are the only one doing the decorations so far.Nevermind, Hui Hwa will be helping on
that day itself and it should be okay because all we need to do is to work harder.Anyway when
school reopens,I'll go search for Puan Suzina to ask her about all these..:)

5 ) My mum is buying new furniture for my room and the great thing about it is that she will be
using the RM 3000 cash prize that I have won in an art competition last month or two which
means that she would not be using her money at all.Yay..:) At least all these while,she need
not spend so much money on me and most of the things I have and using now all came from
my own effort in art.Lol.This explain why I do not want to clear away those items in my
room..haha..Sorry mum :P Okay la,we throw away those I really do not need kay?The rest
just donate to the orphanage,yeah?Deal! :) Still,thanks mum for being the second after God
who introduce art to me.I LOVE you :)

4 ) Yesterday, I participated in the adult category of an art competition and secured myself in
third placing with the prize of a fruit hamper,glass trophy and RM 500 cash :) Happy-nya :)
Once again,thank you to those who had been there for me throughout the 3 hours long
competition and I trully appreciate it :)After that,we all went for a late dinner at a restaurant
nearby and this morning I got so ill at the tummy maybe because of the curry that might not
be fresh yesterday night.Haih..But it's okay because I always think that one bad thing always
come after a good one like 'trading your luck with some other stuff anf then ran low of it.But
it'll increase in time' LOL.U may not agree but it has always been like that in my whole entire
life.Oh,one more thing.I believe strongly that a good beginning always have a good ending :)

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(Will be continued )

~Hugs~

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

~Falling Meteorites~

Tales of the two meteorites from North and South ran and clashed into each other on their ways to the other side of the Earth.Both broke into pieces and scattered all over the place in Milky Way of the space.Element reaction occured and force of attraction between particles combined all of the broken pieces together into the usual North and South meteorites.The Meteorites regain their tails and continued their journey like usual.

And what left was just history.

.....

I like and hate this story both at the same time cuz it's more than just a story.

I know that I really need to learn to let go but it's very tough.I consider myself as someone who is really hard to fall for a guy but if I do,I'll need a lot of effort to forget him.It's like the more I see him,the more my heart feel so pain inside because it is as if he is soo far away and I could only watch him from far.Complicated~~

Okay,change topic.Recently my mum kept me phone away from me as I've been msging too much with a friend.And yeah,it's pretty funny thinking that she thought that I have a __ which is not.LOL.Hahaha,made him felt so guilty after that.No worry,we're both so pure and innocent so there's nothing to be scared about :) Friends 4 eva,Cl.And sorry mum,for today.I felt so bad for feeling so pissed off at you, having to wait for you for about 1 hour to fetch me home after the Malacca course trip meeting today after school.Thank goodness I kept quiet all the time in the car trying to control whatever I felt like saying cuz it'll be definately so rude to answer you back especially when I'm so emotional that time.Sorry mum.I love u :)

The last day of the first term examination will be tomorrow(Thank goodness)I could hardly stand another day sleeping at 12am and wake up at around 3am to study.Hahahaha..While I was waiting for my mum to fetch me home after the meeting today,Aileen came over and we had a short talk about the 'guy-whom-I-feel-like-throwing-my-shoes-at' whenever I see him.So hard to resist but I succeed :) Hah-hah-hah Yer,I really miss librarian.Tsk tsk..Ailee told me that she would probably do the same thing if she's in my position because the curriculum marks is indeed very important for future studies next time.She asked me whether would I feel very uncomfortable upon meeting that 'fella' and yes,the answer is really obvious.Sorry,I know this is wrong but I just can't help it..I guess nobody will truly understand how hurt I felt inside unless they experience it themselves one day~~one day~~

Account exam is today.It's already 12.22am now.Zzzzz

~Hugs~